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short note: 3 things i hate about life. 1st its random. 2nd its waaaay too random. 3rd its f--king RANDOM! wait that's only one thing.

This will probably be the last time I'll be in JB till around September or so. (even then its not confirmed). Why? I don't have the reason to be back here anymore. I remember that the only reason I came back was to use the internet (sad fact) but now internet feel kinda empty to me. I just cant find a way to use it anymore. Then there were those personal matters that I need to settle. And I just settled the last one last Friday. So what else is there for me?

Give me a reason to be back home again. Because if home is where your heart is, I lost mine.

this and that

short note: still i have two. what i need now is one constant.

just reached home from a 9 days training in Sabah under Outward Bound Sabah.
Had fun and discovered a lot of things about myself. Will post the journals here soon :D

now going for 5 click run to tiara club to play badminton. Im still waaay too weak to go on :( i cant believe out of 43 people only 12 left standing afterward. now im scared but I want to be the one standing. Always.

Jaa ne.
Wish me luck :)

It fucking hurts.
Wonder if I would still be alive when I gorge it out.
No, I hope not.