Saturday, August 14, 2010

empowerment

short note: senior bar w00t!


Empowerment is something that escapes me few years ago. Its difficult for me to grapple with the fact that we want to do something challenging, something that puts us in dangerous situation; dare-deviling in the extream. Until recently.

I realised that empowerment is something very crucial in the development of an individual. Static routine that most of us are accustomed to in work and studies does sounds appealing, where you don't have to meet the unknown and only work with things that you are very familiar with, but routine does one thing to the mind; it dulls them.

I think the primary reason why most people hated their work is the lack of empowerment. I experienced it before, doing the same thing over and over again even with variation in the schedule does irritate me. I asked that maybe its the lack of challenge in the work that I do, but that is certainly out of the question. Then I ask whether it is the people that I'm working with, tempting as that sound, it doesn't really pin point the problem.

Then a few weeks ago I read an article about "putting the fun back in your work life" so to speak, and there came my answer. Boredom is unnecessarily about lack of challenge or bad colleague, it has something to do with lack of responsibility and accountability in your line of work. Take for example, putting your job on the line 24/7 does make you work more vigilantly compared to taking safe 'routes'.

So with empowerment you put yourself and your job more and more on the line. One slip and there it goes. Challenge wise maybe not so, but the implication of a mistake, of a slip is what make it more worth it. Being a leader, taking a responsibility, doing illicit dealings thats what makes a life more so to speak exciting.

Sunday, July 11, 2010

darnation.

short note: wasted, bummed and annoyed


its not normal that you dream losing 3 things that you love in one night. and it certainly bumming waking up with an answer that puzzled the heck out of you. and tell me that it doesn't make you mad when someone tell you to do something when you really dont feel like it! Argh damn it...

Sometimes somethings should be left alone. Sometimes human intervention just sucks. Sometimes... well sometimes...

so anyway, im in the mood of screaming at anyone who annoys me for the whole week D:
on the bright side its HTA week.



on the not so bright side im labelled.

Sunday, June 27, 2010

Home

short note: 3 things i hate about life. 1st its random. 2nd its waaaay too random. 3rd its f--king RANDOM! wait that's only one thing.


This will probably be the last time I'll be in JB till around September or so. (even then its not confirmed). Why? I don't have the reason to be back here anymore. I remember that the only reason I came back was to use the internet (sad fact) but now internet feel kinda empty to me. I just cant find a way to use it anymore. Then there were those personal matters that I need to settle. And I just settled the last one last Friday. So what else is there for me?

Give me a reason to be back home again. Because if home is where your heart is, I lost mine.