Firecrackers in your Pants XD

short note: i am not ready to forgive yet huh? your fault. i've changed.

im seriously in need of meat.
I cant imagine celebrating Eid without meat.
EVER!
wait now that i think about it.
I CANT EAT ANY FOOD THAT DAY!!
who will cook fish anyways =.=

I miss having free reign on my plate. I miss the ability to fill mountain of meat chunks on my plate with lots of gravy on it.

speaking of missing things.
I miss the feel of Ramadan in its 'glory' days here.

When i say glory day i meant the rocket firecrackers exploding in succession, loud bamboo cannon firing contest (of sort), huge out of nowhere fireworks and the occasional popping of small firecrackers or loud chinese dragon firecrackers.

The pelita at the ending of it. the whole house revamp with the lampu lap-lip (the blinking colourful lights usually hanged near the main door) and new house paints. Or at least the sound of laughing and running children playing with sparklers.

I miss having very eventful and loud nights. where everyone seems to enjoy themselves.

to me those sounds are the one that define the month. the sounds that make the whole night alive. like a battlefield (insert jordin spark voice here).

I used to rate the 'happening' level of Eid by how loud the nights go by. The louder it is the better the celebration will be. Usually this will be decided on the last night when everyone goes all out with their supply. But now, its so quiet, even cricket wont make a sound.

Everything stops now.
No more cannon firing.
Less rocket firecrackers
no more fireworks (even on independence day!)
less firecrackers burst
less house with pelita
less house with revamped house.
no more children playing after hour

something is missing in the celebration.
I know you will say that real Eid celebration never meant to be celebrated that way.
but why take the fun away from us?

yeah, its obvious that more stupid people lose their limbs and eyes around this time. note that i say STUPID. because the way the play it is so STUPID it makes our eyes bleed. THE BLOODY REASON WHY THERES A FIRECRACKER BAN NOW.

all this makes the celebration more dull somewhat. no noise. no boom. no pop. no laughter.
maybe its just me who feel so.
someone who likes everything to stay the way they are.

anyways,
NEVER SAY DIE!




till then,
ciao~
adieu~n




p/s: yeah yeah i know you gonna say Ramadan not suppose to be celebrated like that.