ITS ALL too MUCH!!

short note: ooh i bake pretty delicious cream puffs. but i cant eat them :(

FINALLY!!
YUI NEW SONG JUST RELEASED ON SCHOOL OF LOCK!
YAY!

AND AND AND



HER NEW HAIRCUT XDD
she going for rock look? hmm.. i see mika nakashima xD
YUI HAWT-ing!



avatar version ;)

ITS ALL TOO MUCH - YUI (all rights go to her ;) )



CHEERS!!
adieu~n

SADNESS

short note: my throat feels weird...

Doctor: So you should cut back on eggs and meat, OK?

Me: err okay.. im fine with eggs, pimples and all haha.

Doctor: *smiles

Me: But meat? All red meat? Can i eat lamb?

Doctor: Thats called meat too right? So no.

Me: Chicken?

Doctor: Try to cut back on that too.

Me: ookaaay.. *so im left with fish and nuts?*








OK!
SO FOLKS!

IM OFFICIALLY VEGETARIAN NOW!
T.T

Hooked

short note: i got phlegm in my lungs?! what again?

Sometimes in life, you will encounter one of those moments where you'll get hooked up on something that you swear you hate to the core. "I never thought I would love it," you'll said or "OMG WHY AM I DOING THIS AGAIN." Either way, they convey the same meaning.

For me it will be, YUI (yeah I did say I don't like her style before, surprise?), guitar (I still wish I could play piano or violin, oh well) or reading Korean celeb gossip.

Yes, that.

I swore that I will never get hooked up on anything korean. Thank God I am not (living in denial xD). What with cute crying boys and under the knife smexy hot babes anyways? And hangul? Seriously, the first time I read romanised hangul i laughed so hard my eyes waters. Im evil huh? Laughed at other people language. xD

But anyways, I come to term to many Korean things lately, DBSK, Yiruma, SNSD (YEAH HOT GIRLS RULES XDD), Younha and Clazziquai Project to name some. Well the list not that extensive trust me xD and where else can i get my daily dose of Korean stuff other than natalie's blog.

but now



how am i suppose to get my daily dose of that now? (and stalk her lol.)
there goes my chance of using those knowledge to *erhm.

ah..
I hope it will be up again soon :) the rise and fall of her blog is epic xD



all the best in your study natch! :D
and wish your blog is up again haha





adieu~n

p.h.e.a.r

i only realise this lately.

I have something call 'haircutonophobia'. I am terrified of hairdresser, barber etc. that does the same line of job of cutting someone hair. Seriously.

My body will freeze over and turn rigid at the sight of hair salon or barber parlor. and it usually takes 2 - 3 times visit (or more like walk around) to that 'wretched place' before i dare to step inside and face the total horror. Of losing my hair.

Well thats not really the reason.

I guess not many people will feel this. The feeling of someone breathing over their neck, brandishing scissors and blades with occasional razor buzzing millimeters away from their ears. The feeling of putting absolute trust in someone else, hoping that they wont messed up and end up with a light bulb as a head. Or headless afterward...

That thought alone kills me even before the blades touch my skin!

Yelp!

This is the common situation that i face:

sitting. hair dresser behind me. he tries to strike a conversation. manage one sentence answer. long silence prevails. Blades closing in. Body all tensed up. hand on my head. told to hang my head down. neck feels like concrete. managed that after few seconds. skin all tighten up. feels like screaming. one layer of hair gone. internal eternal scream. watch hair flutter down helplessly. gasp. stare up at the guy. try to fake a calm smile. repeat a few times.

feels the agony.
pay up.
walk away.
cursing.

well the last 4 parts rarely happens now.

so anyways I like my hair cut now. after 3 month not cutting my hair. xD
3 month of avoiding any barber.

but i still have that phobia.

--



i wan to learn this version of sea.
hmm..
someone tab it for me?
LOL



dewa dewa~
adieu~n

MiYAVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE xD

I know right.
I hardly post anything personal in my blog now. Hmm.. i should do that soon too. or not. xD


ya ya i know my blog suddenly becomes YUI's shrine. just what i want it to be.
lol

I am not in the mood of writing about myself ya know. Just those lil moment when i feel crappy and the idea of tearing my vocal cord (or others preferably) apart seems like the best thing to do.

And wallah i found this:

MIYAVI xD

he is the first jrock artist that i ever listen to. although sadly only one song and i never ever listen to jrock until YUI-sama appeared! But since to tear apart vocal cord with rock song is such a good idea hence i listen to him right now =D

who wouldnt if he is like this:



or this



or play like this:



i believe when the girls praised his skill he answered its all CG xD

anyways
this song is the first song i heard from him 4 years ago?



nice lyric.

Itoshii Hito.



Nice lyrics too. =D